is there a california farmer or rancher out there

by BJ
(tracy calif area)

54 live in country looking to find a nice farmer or rancher, r u out there.

i have been separated for about 3 yrs i need a new life with someone that cares and is responsible, i would like to rent my place out and get a new start in life, the life i had is not working for me, i gave gave gave, and tired of being taken advantage of, im smart, and willing to help do what ever it takes, but its getting scary, i dont want to be alone any more.

i have wasted 20 yrs of my life on someone that doesn't care. Kids are grown now its time for me and my new family. I stayed for them and they were not my kids, but they're grown now and have there own lives, funny how quick you're forgotten. When you were all they had.

Its lonely, I have run my own business for yrs so can do or try what ever comes my way, but it would be nice to have a real man, around to help. so i can take care of the women stuff. I have had to do both for so long, and was not respected. I do have a lot of animals that i can not get rid of. Bad habit i guess but they love you no matter what. I would gladly send a pic, but would like to hear from you first.