Loving woman seek husband

by Tammy
(Murfreesboro TN USA)

Hello, My hearts desire is to be with a loving Christian man that wants to marry his best friend. To grow that into a love to stand the test of time. A man who cares for people,his heart is for God. A man that makes decisions about a woman not based on how she looks completely but truly wants to know her, who she is and most importantly her heart. Growing from friendship to love as God wants a man and woman to share as husband and wife.

My life has taken me many places which I will share a bit with you also I want you to know that I have for sometime now beeen praying for the man I will meet someday. I love the outdoors the countryside. I had not seen a site as this before for dating so here I am just me. So let me tell you a bit of who I am my heart where I've been and now and more of what I hope for my futute.
My name is Tammy I am 47 yrs old,I have two children. 1 son, 28yrs old he is married lives in Michigan with his wife and three step children. 1 daughter 17yrs old, she lives with me.

I was born and raised in Lansing Michigan I have an older sister by one year, she is married with two boys in their early 20's
1 younger brother he is single,don't talk with him much. My dad is passed away, my mom re-married about 25 yrs ago and they live in Florida in the winters and in Michigan in the summers. I have one grandma living, love her very much.

I moved to TN in August of 1999, why you may ask did I move here. I was seeking the Lord, His guidance and will for my life. I was in a place in my life I no longer wanted to be in and knowing God was the only one to turn to I did so on Faith. So knowing He had plan for me I packed up my daughter and I and on Faith moved to TN, I found Him gave my heart and life, my world has been forever changed.

I have been divorced twice, I was married to my son's father which was a shot gun wedding in 1981..I was to have my son a few months after. It was very bad we divorced in 1985. I was on my own until 1990 very bad 4 years for me.Then I met and I married a man from a whirl wind courtship all in 6 months time. I was then more in love with the idea of being married and not in love with my ex. My daughter father has never wanted a relationship with her so I have been both momma and dad to her. God has meant so much to me in my life mostly the last 10 years or so....I would not be where I am if it were not for Jesus.

All this to say to you, I have learned, I have cried,I have loved,I have laughed,I have grown so much sense then. I call tell you without a doubt I never knew love, pure true love until I met Jesus..this kind of love I want to share with a man.

I have made plenty of mistakes in my life thank goodness God doesn't remember after I repent and ask for forgiveness. leaning daily is a growth I challenge myself to do everyday.

The past 6 or 7 years. I began to have issues with my spine. My disc were herniating and causing pain in my back and left leg. I have had a surgery on my neck/cervical a few yrs ago, then a major surgery on my lumbar spine just two yrs ago with lots of medal in my spine. This along with pain medications were not helping the best so Dec 31 2009 I had a 3rd surgery on my lumbar this time was a Spinal cord stimulator. Its like a pace maker for pain. Its send signals to my brain of a massaging sensation to block the pain signals.

I get along very well, I can exercise, I love to walk. Ride my bike and swim, horseback riding..love to cook, camping and anything outdoors. Children and family very important...did I mention I love the love the outdoors, winter spring summer and Fall is my favorite time.

I am just me a simple woman full of love in her heart to share with a special man. I am very giving of myself time and love to do things for the man in my life. Sure of who I am confident comfortable in who I am mind body and soul. I am very romantic, love to do things spur of the moment. Hold hands snuggle and kiss. I am old fashion in a way I really want a friendship with a man to grow so it could bloom in to something always dreamed of. Talking the time to know what is there because the next man I give my heart to will be the man I share a lifetime of love with as husband and wife.

I want to find a man who is a farmer living in the U.S.A either in Indiana, Ohio, Illinois, Michigan or Wisconson. Between the ages of 44 and 54 who is like minded as myself. I am not afraid of work love or life. I just want someone to share it all with. I am 5'11" 225lb well preportiate.

Just some main points of me I wanted to share with you, God bless and if you find me interesting send back a letter.

My email address is sweett_44@yahoo.com

Tammy